can't wait to start work. can't wait to earn money to repay my family. can't wait.
happy bday dad! i'm sorry i woke up late today and didn't manage to wish u happy bday face to face:( but anws... i love you... im grateful for having you as my dad.
my dad's, the best dad anyone can have. words cannot express the gratitude that i have towards him. im sorry dad, that u have to tank all the damages from my past relationship to make me feel better. im an ass of a daughter, i know. i promise i'll improve. i'll earn lots and lots of money and i'll take care of u and mum.
I'm sorry about the car, i'm sorry sometimes i lose my temper at u. but thank you dad, that you've never really been mad at me, that no matter how you scold me you still love me just as much because i'm your daughter. i know i don't deserve all this love for being such a lousy daughter, only always wasting the family's money and making u 'tank' all these damage. i promise i'll make up for all these in time to come.
thank you dad, for working so hard for the family.
love you,
elaine
i'll never have coffee with durian again. sucks totally.
im feeling so shitty now i had to sleep half the day away and my paper's tmr...wtf! im having mixed feelings. like im afrad i wont be able to make it... im afraid the qns turn out funky... im afraid... i answer out of point... and i wont be able to grad eventually...
oh well, i only have myself to blame for starting late.
farg.
farging sian farging sian farging sian!
exams are so farging irritating ... and it's not helping when i keep forgetting everything i've tried to memorise so hard! giving up is so much easier....... :(
but oh well...on a brighter note...i'm glad i have my bf with me during this period... i've been motivated somehow or another to keep trying...like he's been there whenever i needed him... every single day minus those fridays he have to acc jk... so sweeett:)
fi on tue is zZZz ...but anw... i'll be free after that!!! so happy!!! yay!!!! then i'll jus see what i can do for disgusting IM....and then its PARTY TIME... omg im already feeling excited jus thinking about how much sleep i can get... and how much alcohol im gg to consume...woooohooo!! n i wont have to have notes beside me while eating..OR TRYING TO MEMORISE OR DERIVE STUFF WHILE IM ASLEEP?!?!?!!
ok so chiong fi now..right? KOU ZAI PIA!!!
and yes, i agree. its times like this when i dont ever wanna further my studies again. cos i always end up in so much shit anw! :(
